Title: A Marriage In Dog Years: A Memoir
Author: Nancy Balbirer
Format: Kindle Edition
Published: 2018
I chose this book as my Amazon First Reads choice for the month of May. A Marriage In Dog Years is officially released tomorrow, June 1st so look for it on Amazon soon!
Meh. I felt meh throughout the entire book. **Spoiler alert**, I’m going to essentially tell you about this book so if you’re curious about it, stop reading my blog post right now and come back after you’ve read it. Or heed my warning and know that you really are not missing much by passing on this book.
The book starts out with us finding out she found the love of her life, Sam. Sam even comes and rescues her on the middle of a busy California freeway when her car breaks down. It is at this point we realize the marriage is doomed as Nancy tells us, “it will occur to me that I had been so moved by the romance, the love, the chivalry of it all, that I had failed to notice we were not traveling west, but east—away from the sun.”
Nancy and Sam adopt a dog, Ira, and move from California to New York. Nancy yearns to be a mother and ends up going through IVF treatments to conceive. Heartbreakingly, she becomes pregnant with twins and loses one. She does give birth to a health baby girl they nickname the Bear. It is here we find out that Sam really did not want to become a father, he just knew Nancy really wanted to be a mother and he wanted to make sure he was happy. Wait, Sam gets even better.
Ira is eleven years old and is diagnosed with a terminal illness and given a matter of weeks to live. Don’t worry, Ira makes it another year. As Ira gets ill, the marriage falls apart. Well, the marriage is already in shambles at this point in time, we just get to hear how it all falls apart.
Sam “accidentally” forwards her a text from his mistress. He’s cheating. Nancy and Sam have been in therapy and this gets brought up. Sam wants to keep seeing the mistress while he works on his marriage. Nancy agrees. Sam is a winner, isn’t he?
The book goes on and they divorce…finally. I cannot believe how long Nancy held on to her marriage, trying to make it work. Nancy describes it best when she wrote, “when a marriage is in crisis, there’s only so long you can pretend before dull pain turns into searing agony.” She held on for so long. I was angry with her for holding on for so long. Sam was wishy washy and didn’t stick with anything long-term. She truly deserves better.
So after the divorce comes the death of Ira. I cried. We just lost our sweet little pup Rose over the summer and just reading the demise of Ira brought back memories and I let it out. Dogs become a part of our lives and Ira became her best friend.
Overall, I give this book a 3. I didn’t care for it and I felt like the author wrote this book with a thesaurus of big words by her side. I don’t know if I’m dumb or she was showing off or if I was just so irritated with her and how she handled her crumbling marriage I just resented everything she wrote. I struggled to find the motivation to finish this book, but I did it. Next week I will be reviewing Wynn In Doubt by Emily Hemmer, catch you next Thursday!